Yeah I am feeling pretty goddamn emo as of late...depressed and pissed
I would consider most you my E-friends so I figured I should post up here on a few things.
2006 has sucked ass for me so far. Lets do this chronolgically:
January 10: Get my 6th speeding ticket in 8 months, costing me 768 dollars including fines, lawyer fees and court costs.
February 2nd: receive notice of drivers license revocation for a year.
February 27th: My good friend Sean dies of an OxyContin overdose
March 4th: an acquaintance gets killed by a drunk driver, not exactly my best friend but he was a friend of a friend and it hit me pretty hard because Sean had died so recently
March 9th: I get in an accident and my M gets all banged up.
March 25: My friend Garrick dies. A 90 year old woman runs him over while he is riding his motor cycle and he died on the scene. Not only did I have to deal with his death, but his brought up everything I had felt for sean a well when he died.
April 3: I break up with Girl a (http://www.car-forums.com/talk/showpost.php?p=199629&postcount=4)
April 26th: I get accused of being an alcoholic by some of my closest friends and my father. To [prove them wrong I decide not to drink for a month. They didn't think I would be able to make it a day. But I didn't let alcohol pass over my lips for the whole damn month.
May 27th: My friend Jeff (another friend of seans who said he had quit pills when sean died.....little did I know the only reason he quit is because he had moved on to heroin) went to rehab.
June 3rd: My oil pump fails and I spin all 6 rod bearings.
Plus I am pissed off that I am still at this fucking piece of shit job that pays well but I HATE with a passion... Only so I can aford my car which is so godamn tempermental and seems like more of a money pit then anything.
God I need a drink.
Damn bro I feel the hurt in all that :ohcrap:, just don't let the little
things get you down man, the big things, grieve for a while, but the only
way you'll feel better is if you just remember the good times and know that
they are both in a better place, your friend who went into re-hab just got
a life lesson, he learned it the hard way and I pray that he will not go
into drugs again. The tickets? Slow your fast ass down and it won't
happen man, keep it at the track :wink2:. The job? You'll get out of it
when the time is right and you'll find the job you want. Just my :2cents:
Keep truckin man
holy christ, I never knew :ohcrap:
all I knew was about the M3 and that was bad enough....
i dont know exactly how im supposed to reply but good luck with things,
keep thinking of how crazy your car's gonna be after the engine re-do:thumbs:
good luck with it all :thumbs: :thumbs:
Ouch, that does sound pretty bad :ohcrap:...But it's not that bad when you remember that you've got the M in the garage :hi:
Man, that sucks, I'm sorry...:ohcrap:
You're young, you've still got alot of life to live, don't let yourself get all depressed over stuff. Stuff happens, it always will. But things'll get better, they always do, for me anyways. :2cents:
yea man that is pretty harsh. just stay strong and keep your head up aye
Just remember Zalight,
For every dark night, there's a brighter day after it.
More importantly, you're a midle class white boy with access to everything
the world has to offer. Whining about ow bad your life seems to YOU, while
you COULD be living here:
I know it sounds harsh, but it's what I have to tell myself when *I* feel depressed about how things are going at times.
OMG a real post from greek.
Anyway man just focus on the days ahead it WILL get better dont even let me bring up 03-04.
Also if you got your liscence revoked for a year how did you keep driving?
Sorry to hear about all that, Zalight. When I saw the title to this one I thought it was gonna be a true account, but a sly dig at this sort of thread, too.....I now know different, nobody needs to go through that much loss in a lifetime, let alone a few months!
You should always remain thankful, but that doens't mean you cant' be upset about certain things. I think you're perfectly justified in creating this thread.
Long story short: I got a Restricted license which allowed me to drive to work and back.