Yeah I am feeling pretty goddamn emo as of late...depressed and pissed off.
I would consider most you my E-friends so I figured I should post up here on a few things.
2006 has sucked ass for me so far. Lets do this chronolgically:
January 10: Get my 6th speeding ticket in 8 months, costing me 768 dollars including fines, lawyer fees and court costs.
February 2nd: receive notice of drivers license revocation for a year.
February 27th: My good friend Sean dies of an OxyContin overdose
March 4th: an acquaintance gets killed by a drunk driver, not exactly my best friend but he was a friend of a friend and it hit me pretty hard because Sean had died so recently
March 9th: I get in an accident and my M gets all banged up.
March 25: My friend Garrick dies. A 90 year old woman runs him over while he is riding his motor cycle and he died on the scene. Not only did I have to deal with his death, but his brought up everything I had felt for sean a well when he died.
April 3: I break up with Girl a
April 26th: I get accused of being an alcoholic by some of my closest friends and my father. To [prove them wrong I decide not to drink for a month. They didn't think I would be able to make it a day. But I didn't let alcohol pass over my lips for the whole damn month.
May 27th: My friend Jeff (another friend of seans who said he had quit pills when sean died.....little did I know the only reason he quit is because he had moved on to heroin) went to rehab.
June 3rd: My oil pump fails and I spin all 6 rod bearings.
Plus I am pissed off that I am still at this fuc
king piece of shit job that pays well but I HATE with a passion... Only so I can aford my car which is so godamn tempermental and seems like more of a money pit then anything.
God I need a drink.